On face value the decision is a no brainer and that is the way I am leaning but as a single mom with two little bodies that rely and depend on me, I have to really think things through properly and logically and un-emotionally
So I am sure that right now you are probably thinking “what is this insane woman going on about...”
Here it is, I can’t give full full details but I can say this.
I am being handed the opportunity to work less at my day job and concentrate more on my photography job, incredible and amazing and awesome right? And like I say on paper and face value I would be a complete idiotic twit faced moron not to leap both feet and 3 pairs of Jimmy Choo’s into it....
But I have to look at the numbers and I am in such a serious catch 22, I need the time to work on the photography, but I need the full time job to support me to be able to focus on the photography, so I really and torn, and then I also feel like my faith is under the microscope here too, I mean seriously, this is an answer to many prayers...
You know that saying, be careful what you wish for- well it could not be more relevant.
But here I am being given everything I have been dreaming about and praying for and here I am hesitating.... am I being stupid? It is a risk, and my heart says go! Now! Jump! My logic says, uhhhhh not so fast chicky, think about it a little more, I am driving myself crazy, and coming from a crazy women that is saying alot!
It is nuts!