Tomorrow is Monday, a brand new week and thank goodness, I have big plans, brand new plans and wishes and goals and I cannot wait, Plus! there is a lot that can now turn back to normality.
Last week our power went out on Monday evening and after many angry frustrated and seemingly pointless calls et., they finally sorted it out on Thursday night, with scepticism that it would last.
This all meant that we showered and bathed at my parents’ home, thank goodness they are here, and they very graciously fed us supper. I know how blessed I am, trust me.
But this also meant getting ready for work in the dark, I do apologise for anyone who had to look at me over those days, makeup in the dark, I can tell you is not easy. And I will leave the rest up to your imagination.
Like I said, tomorrow its back to early morning training, evening editing and back to love. I have gone off track somewhat been in the dark haha no pun intended but that ends, well ended today. I sat myself down, under my rainbow blanket of course and gently and kindly, like I would to one of my babies, asked what I want, how I want to feel, how can I make that happen,
There was jumping and squealing and hand clapping and I refocused on where I am going. I can now blur out all the junk and noise and using my DOF (my photo friends will get it) everything in my life is still there but I can use it as teachings and steps to get to what I truly want, it becomes background blur, enhancing what i want and where I want to be.
When you are in the dark, be gentle and treat yourself like you would your best friend or your own young child, give yourself an emotional hug, a kiss on the forehead and know, that you are going to be ok, and then you are going to be better until you are super awesome amazing.